The Struggle for Acceptance
I’ve spent a lot of days trying to prove myself. Trying to prove that I’m worth it. Trying to prove that I deserve to be loved. Trying to prove that I deserve to be noticed. But in my pursuit of acceptance, I’ve somehow managed to forget my God given identity. I’m constantly asking myself “Who am I?” or “Who does God want me to be?". More importantly, "Who does God want me to be connected to?" A lot of times I feel like I know the answer to these questions and other times not so much. I get attached to things I’m passionate about and people I care about. When I care about something, I give my very all. Why am I like this? I don’t know lol. Many would say that it’s good that I’m so passionate and caring but there are some days I don’t feel like it’s good at all. I often lose myself in the midst of trying to be there for others and trying to take on projects that are important to me. Sometimes it feels like I have no sense of balance. I give extensively but receive
